I AM STRESSED!!!

I am trying to remember that GOD IS IN CONTROL!!! I am just sooooo desperate to hear about our baby! I am getting more and more anxious as the days go by. I am scared something is going to happen and we will not get her. She IS MY baby girl. We started this process with no guarantees and I know that. BUT, as the time has went on I have fell MORE and MORE in LOVE with this little girl. I have bonded with her. I feel like I know her and I want to hold her. I want to tell her that she has a mommy that loves her. She has a family. We love her. We want to tuck her in at night and tell her everyday that we love her. Oh~~I need to pray! I need PRAYERS!!!! Praying I hear something SOON before I drive myself crazy!!!!