Peace! No matter what happens....

We met with the Birth mother today! She is soooo nice. I Love her already. It is a kind of love that the Lord puts in your heart immediately. She has the SWEETEST spirit. I feel as though I have known her a very long time. I know in my heart that ONLY the LORD could've orcestrated this entire situation so....I am at peace. I know that when Darrell and I were driving to meet her we were praying for God to give us a peace about this decision.. We also prayed that He would allow us to know if this was not HIS will. I was so nervous. As you can imagine. We have been hurt so bad and so many times in the past. It did not take 5 minutes until we were talking and sharing. When we left we felt such a peace that we were doing the will of God. We truly have a peace that surpasses all understanding!!!! We do not know if we will adopt this little one but we are going to be still and see what God has in store for us. THEN.....When we thought the day couldn't get any better. We received an e-mail from our China Adoption Coordinator!!!! E-mail stated: Dear Missy: CCAA has started the process of matching your dossier with Qi Nan Nan. YIKES!!!! This is really happening and FAST!!! I am over the moon!!! This Christmas we will finally....... after 18 years of marriage have our family complete!!! UHM....I think! You never know! JK!!!