Ramblings of a Psycho~Not Really Just ME!!!

We have still not received PA. Ugh! I did e-mail our current agency to let them know we are waiting for PA on Qi Nannan. I talked to the new agency VIA e-mail and she said that she felt it was not going to be a problem . I am concerned that our family is getting VERY EMOTIONALLY ATTACHED. This makes me happy, but nervous at the same time. Ma maw Sherrie wanted a picture to show all her friends at school. Ma maw Pete called and wanted to know why I had not called her and told her about "our" new baby? Papaw Jady had proudly announced the news when he went for a visit. My Mom ask every time I talk to her "heard anything about the baby?" I am so happy that this little girl, our daughter, has a family that is so willing to embrace her. We are blessed. I worry that something will happen and our family will have their heart broke. Oh please help me Lord. Help me walk in your way and have the faith to believe that ALL THINGS WORK TOGETHER FOR GOOD FOR THOSE WHOM ARE CALLED ACCORDING TO HIS PURPOSE. I feel my daughter is waiting in China. If this is not the LORDS WILL so be it. I accept that. I just do not want our family hurt again in this process. UH~~You know what? It just occurred to me that I am trying to control this situation. I am trying to limit the amount of people that are told to protect them. UM~~That is GOD'S job.....He is at work and I need to rest in that. I feel better. Maybe PA tomorrow???